Oh....what could have become of me?

So after this latest entry I thought it might be a good idea to start an anonymous blog so I could vent all of my frustrations and annoyances and mean things I had to say about myself, other people, places, and circumstances. See....I want this (as in Testosterone Overload) blog to be happy and, like I said before, I try to look for positive things to write about so that I am focusing on the good things is life but sometimes I just want to vent. I had a few ideas. Maybe I would just have a blog where I could write but no one would have access to it (what would be the point?....I know). Maybe I could just invite a few people (whom of course I would not write about) to view it.....and maybe i would just invite the whole world to be a part of my negative word vomit (for venting sake only, of course).

I set it up. I even spent quite a long time thinking about what I would call it and how I would run it, etc. But......I just couldn't do it. I never posted one entry. Not that I wouldn't have things to say. Ohhhhh, I could come up with plenty to say, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized how bad of an idea it would be for me (I could get soooooo carried away). I was afraid it would poison my soul. Over and over I thought to myself, "It will poison your soul....don't do it." So, who knows whether or not I am just crazy and have voices in my head or whether or not it was the Lord trying to warn me of the consequences of such actions. Either way, I deleted the blank blog this morning. It was a hard thing to give it up but.....I did it.

So what does that have to do with you, you are asking? Well, I may, every once and a while, have to post a gripe or an annoyance just to get it out of my system but all-in-all I hope to keep this as nice and happy as possible. Deal.....okay, Deal. Let's shake on it.