An interesting thing happened yesterday.
Just when I thought I would break down...really break down, the Lord saw fit to bless me with one of his tender mercies.
Kian slept. He slept long enough for me to get a few things done, long enough for my milk supply to actually replenish itself before the next feeding, and long enough for me to eat dinner. I know it doesn't sound like a lot but it was exactly what I needed.
I was also able to put him down for bed a little early and have a "date" with Rob. Just the two of us snuggling on the couch, watching a movie...ALONE. It was, again, just what I needed.
It's wonderful to know that the Lord is mindful of me and my family. I truly feel blessed to have him watching out for me.